A love letter

I planned to do all sorts of things this weekend.
I planned to do a wonderful Valentines blog post to launch a new regular feature on this blog, one that other bloggers could join in with.
I planned to share the love. To inspire and give back.
But actually the greatest act of love I could do for myself this Valentines weekend, was to receive. To rest. To stop doing and just be for a while.
My computer has stayed firmly off. Well, almost! But off for me. I have read and read and am filling myself brim full of other people’s ideas and love. I have stayed in bed a lot.
I am not ill. Very tired, but rather than get ill to be “allowed” to rest, I am allowing myself to step down a gear and recharge. To take in rather than give out.
I have been fed and cherished by my dear husband, wonderful friends, sweet children, precious father and step-mother, my kind mother-in-law. They have taken the strain and allowed me to slow down and decompress. I have accepted offers. I have asked for help.
I know it may sound strange to say that it is my greatest act of love to lean hard on others. But trusting others, having the courage to ask, and not feel guilty, to say that I can’t do it all, to not be an angry martyr stomping around doing stuff when I feel empty…  all these things are big hurdles for me. BIG. And so I am very proud of myself. I have come a long way.
I am in a position of deep love and gratitude for those I am fortunate enough to have in my life.
Thank you all.
I love you.

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  1. teresa

    You’re so very wise. I’m glad you shared this. It’s too easy to run ourselves ragged.
    I hope you feel rejuvenated!

  2. Dreamingaloudnet

    Thanks Teresa!

  3. Monica

    absolutely wonderful, good on you!

  4. Dreamingaloudnet

    Thanks Mon. Am glad I took that time… and I got sick any way! A migraine and a cough. But I don’t feel run down. Hurray!

  5. Stacy (Mama-Om)
    Stacy (Mama-Om)02-17-2011

    Happy Love Day. 🙂

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